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still waiting...I think?
by jumpman

Is it an overwhelming feeling or emotion? A light bulb that magically appears? Maybe a little voice inside of my head? What I'm I waiting for? Has it come and gone and I just missed it? Have I not looked in the right direction or opened the correct door? Does everyone get "the signal"? Damn! I wish that I could figure out MY dream or direction! I mean know for sure. Not to say that I'm lost in this world of ups and downs, lefts and rights or any other direction but, I'm always hesitant to look down one path for any length of time. Maybe that's why it's taken me 8 years to get my degree. Why would I be afraid to commit to any one direction? You can always stop and change direction, right? I'm I just lazy? It seems as though many of our RFM friends have found their way through the web of decisions and directions. I suppose for some that there is no decision, that their direction seemed to be innate. Nature or Nurture? If in fact it is Nurture, can it then be considered your destiny or just the chosen direction? Maybe others just stumbled upon their direction/destiny? Is there a difference? If it is destiny, does it really matter what direction you chose? I wish I knew!

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